Bestfriend realization problemish thingy need help!!!?

Ok so i havent hungout with my friend for a few months but hes diffrent but with this time without i realized he brings out the worst of me and i have like a bad attitude because of him or around and i start to freak out and get like his attitude but when im without him im nice and like perfect should i just let go of this friendship like i wanted to goto his house and my parents said no and even thinking abiut him i freaked out on them kicked the door to garage and broke it but if it was anyone else id of been fine its only him i dont know what to do!!!!!!??????? I NEED HELP!!!!!